I want...

" Things would be so much easier if i could just switch off what i feel for you.
I want to be able to say "i dont like you that way" and actually mean it.
I want us both to be able to do our own thing and for it not to bother me.
To not be bothered where you are, who you are with, what you are thinking.
I want to be able to let go and feel like im not missing a part of me.
But most of all I want you to just want what i want. And i don`t see that happening... "